"I don't care what my teachers say, I'm gonna be a supermodel"

I'm bugged. I really just need to stop looking at before/after shots of people.

I lost 38 pounds from last winter to this May. Then I gained back 8 between then and two weeks ago. I'm back down to 32 lost total. (Only 66 more to lose to reach my goal!)

Here's where the annoyance comes in: I've hardly gone down in clothing sizes. The tops I had that were too tight on me are now loose, and the tops that fit before are now baggy. But no need for a complete wardrobe upheaval!

But here are all these stories of these people who lost three pounds and went from a size 26/28 to a 2/4. Ok, so that may be a tad off, but still. This one chick did The Firm (the same thing I have), lost 20 pounds, and went from a 14/16 to a 0. What the crap? A 0?!? And I lose 20 pounds and my pants are loose in the thighs. Whoop de freakin' doo. I guess she was probably like 5' or something. At 5'10" I have more spaces to lose it from, hahaha.

Wow; I really shouldn't be allowed near my computer past 10 p.m., hahaha. I only get annoyed or giggly. Usually the latter, but once in a while...