I think I'm paranoid

I know I am.

I don't like mentioning people on here when I know they read it. Likewise, I don't like people reading this when I know I've mentioned them. Why? No real reason. I'm not a mean person, I don't bash people on here, I should have no reason to not want them around. If anything the comments are mundane things like our conversations or something we did together that day. I need to realize: they know about it, they were there! And yet the fact that I'm repeating it makes me unfortable. I just about freaked out every single time The Honeyman wanted to read it. I've never really said anything that he'd be annoyed with (except referring to his 17-year-old girlfriend as "The Toddler", but come on...that's just funny!)

Ryan keeps reminding me that it is OK if know I've written about them--that most like it. Heck, Elizabeth and Clarke always request to be mentioned.

Other times I make a flippant remark and it comes back to haunt me. Like when I called my mother a jerk, called Kristi The Toddler, referred to A.J. as "mostly gay" (Thanks a freaking lot for telling him about that one, leading to what could've been a really awkward moment!)