Wednesday, January 12, 2005

I was just passing the hotel going nowhere killing time when I heard your snappy music

I just won Solitaire four times in a row...I think that's a personal best.

I got addicted to The Biggest Loser a few months ago. Tonight was the live finale; I nearly cried a few times throughout it. Normally shows like that would depress me, but I think it's more motivating than anything else now. (You wouldn't know it by watching me type one handed because the other is preoccupied with a popsicle/fruit bar thingy. Hahaha!)

Working out is getting harder for me emotionally. Last night I really had to kick my booty into doing it, and then I only got 30 minutes out of myself, rather than my usual 40 minutes aerobic & 20 minutes weights. Today was even worse - only 20 minutes total. (But then I moved the furniture around my room and decided to count that as the rest of my workout because I totally had sweat dripping down my face and neck. Phew!)

Why would working out be harder now? Especially after I have gotten good results! I just literally have to force myself to do it-just going through the motions at times. I've even begun to resent the bubbliness of the chicks on the workout video; that's not a good sign, haha.
But I've lost one pound more than I thought, making it actually 5 last week (!) and my face is starting to slim out, my cheekbones are becoming more pronounced. I'm pumped! :D

I need to start being excited to workout again or these next few months are really gonna suck. Any suggestions?

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